Today, and everyday for the past seven months, I feel unloved, abandoned and alone. So alone...


@Heather1793
Very very tired and a bit annoyed.
Today, I am feeling dull.
Like I'm not good enough
@Kgamar90But you are, you are. 
Today, I am feeling ill because of this flu. This is the second time this month, and it really ruins my routine and schedule.
Today, I am feeling useless because I still don't get notified about me being accepted to intern in a publishing company. What if I didn't get it until the end of this month?
overwhelmed, paranoid, and lonely. a police officer just left my apartment after a private detective suggested the matter I was calling about was a police matter. I am also lonely because the person I am trying to report/figure out is not talking to me and I want to talk to him even though he is fucking with me and not who he says he is. I would rather play along and pretend like I am naive to everything.
I am also feeling frustrated about how difficult it is to receive mental health services. Nagivating the mental health field is a nightmare, especially for those who are already mentally unstable enough and struggle to reach out for help. Telling my story over and over again to people who don't care, can't/don't want to help, pawn me off, or ditch me is exhausting and hurtful.
Tired and alone. Single working mom life...
Drained and kinda sad. Hopefully I feel better tomorrow.
