Today i am feeling empty and numb
Depressed, misunderstood and like a failure.
Ten years of depression, ten years of up and downs and today I feel like my legs are dangling off the edge of an abyss of despair. I feel like it's going to swallow me whole, leaving me with nothing but flesh and bones, but deprived of my soul and happiness.
I feel dead inside and if it was not for my heart beating in my chest, I guess I could not be considered a living anymore.
Stuck. I want to end this relationship, but I can't bring myself to do it because of the guilt and consequences afterwards...
@HereAsWell55
i just ended a 6 year relationship I was afraid to end due to guilt and consequences... it's been a week. It's gunna hurt no matter what. With or without.
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So anxious. I feel like I'm loosing everything.
today I feel like giving in!sick of this lifestyle,can't eat sleep go out paranoid just had enough! god bless 😎
Sad. Confused. Hopeful.
Confused!
Today I am feeling stuck. I feel better metally but I feel immobilized by fear. Fear of making the wrong decision.
@globird69 we're always making decisions in life, no matter how big or small. we won't always choose the decision with the best outcome, but what matters is we learn from the outcomes, positive or otherwise. all the best!! xx
More at peace. For the longest time, I've ignored my symptoms and instead thought I was getting better. Today, I have finally realized that is not the case and that I need help. It's bitter releasing all of my pent up feelings into the atmosphere but I'm so proud of my myself for not just realizing that I need help but taking the steps to get it. This is the beginning of a new chapter for me and I'm a bit excited for it. I hope that others are working on their journey and I want to give thanks to those taking the time to read this.
@Vibings i think this is beautiful!! all the best in your new journey, we'll be here rooting for you!! xx (:
@haphapz Sorry for the late reply, I'm still getting the hang of things. Thank you! I really appreciate your gratitude and the support that I've already received from everyone here!