Today I feel like a loser I can't find a job I have others thing that have happened I've been through hell since may 2016
@Laura
uh, excited because I've got a regionals tournament tomorrow
Disconnected
Anxious
Depressed
yeah, pretty much that's it
...useless, unqualified, and ugly.
Deeply, hopelessly in love with someone amazing, who is a far better human being than I am, and right now, her virtuousness is only forcing me to focus on my own depravity and the fact that not only will I never get to be her husband, but I don't deserve to be, and maybe I never did.
Ashamed at my own privilege, being born into a segment of the Earth's population that has a better quality of life than anyone in history, living better than kings and emperors of the past, living a comfortable, physically healthy life (except for my obesity, which is my own fault anyway and due to the excesses I have the privilege of indulging), with clean water, food, shelter, clothing, education, and technology while the majority of the world's population suffers with far less. And all I do is mope around the apartment, wishing my life were more perfect than it is, feeling like it's not worth it if I can't be with the woman I'm in love with.
Hopeful.
Positive
Down.
Today I'm feeling that I'm a bit of a burden just because I worry too much and I overthink.
Today, I'm feeling pretty good! I'm getting a new flute very soon, um I am doing very well in dance currently, and yeah 😊
what kind of dance do you do? @dobbybrock
@amiableTree6390 hip hop, contemporary, and ballet
@amiableTree6390 i wanna know what kinda dance you do i dance too
empty. i try to find the positives to smile at and the goods to laugh at.
A little depressed and anxious, been feeling like that for a while now
