Anxious i am thinking so much but I realize that Im privileged to be where I am so I calm down
Lonely. Though I'm doing my best to keep distracted.
Lonely...
Lost without my son here by my side. Overwhelming lonely and filled with a ton of regrets. Will I ever get it together?
Completely freaked out and unable to sleep. The person I thought was my best friend told me she's giving her marriage 5 months before potentially divorcing her husband. He clearly has insecurity issues and she's tired of dealing with them. I've tried to get them to get help as a couple and alone and instead they're just letting their marriage fall apart. If she can't handle dealing with her husband, the man she's supposed to love forever, and his problems how should I think she wouldn't drop me eventually for having the same problems? She says she's going to give it her all but I feel like she's giving a new person all her attention because she's suddenly unsure of her sexuality. It's all so messed up. She does this with friends because she gets bored but I never thought she would do it to him and I'm being selfish to think of myself in all of this but I feel like she could do it to me too. I don't know if I can trust her anymore.
Sad. I'm really missing someone's presence in my life.
Overwhelmed and scared
Complexed,weak, underconfident,puzzled and inferior.people around me are achieving things ,having fun , fulfilling their dreams and I m like sitting in my room waiting for no miracle, possibilities and hope.feeling clueless and hopeless 🙁🙁🙁
Lets see, my job is falling apart, my boss that we all love got fired. Systems are locked. Cousin is having to be watched over like a child because he had a major sergery and my dog is about tohave to be put down. I don't think that there is a word that is phathomable of how I feel right now. I feel like utter shit, that's about the sum of it....
Sad, out of control, and unable to express the right feelings. I'm feeling like a wrecking ball today because I continuously tear down my relationships with people without thinking about it.
