Say what you'd most like to hear...
Sometimes we just need to hear a certain phrase for us to feel comforted and happy.
Say something to yourself that you'd most like to hear right now. 

I'd like to hear: I'll love you forever even though we can't be together.
We will start again
ILYSM PRINCUSS :3
I believe in you
You are working and trying so hard that takes allot of courage and perseverance. Thumbs up to you!
@blossombreathe no matter what i am with you
@blossombreathe I need to hear "If you were gone I would feel something missing from my life. Something important."
I'd like to hear that someone would stick with me through thick and thin and nevery give up on me even if I've given up on myself whether it be a lover, friend or family.
She's not going to come back for you simply because you decide to take care of yourself. She would come back if you had something she wanted, but she'd come back for anything, regardless of if you were taking care of yourself or not. She behaves like a parasite and doesn't care if you're well-cared for or not. She only cares that she gets what she wants when she wants it. And all you have to do to stop her is to say no and keep saying no. Keep good records of your interactions. Get a video camera, a phone recorder, whatever you need. Then you'll know you can take care of yourself in every way possible and that you'll be able to handle if you run into her and if she tries to engulf you again. Gathering evidence of her actions helps your case. She cannot deny the things she has done or rewrite history and claim you're lying if her actions are caught on a recording. You can protect yourself. You can stay safe in the world, even if she's in it too. You can fill your needs while staying safe.
I love you