Breakups suck!
Breakup is pretty fresh, but a long time coming. Still hurts like hell even though I wasn’t really happy anyway. Just having something you had every day and losing it makes for a very lonely existence. I’m trying to find any and all distractions to make the time pass. My heart hurts for something that is no longer there.
@littleShip1473
Thank you so much for this encouragement. I hate doing things alone right now because I’m just not used to it and now I don’t have one to share my days with. So I appreciate just having someone to talk to for encouragement and distraction. I know the healing takes time but it’s a little bit easier not to do it alone.
I had a breakup with my bf over the fact that I wanted to go to a foreign uni for undergrad studies and he persuaded ne to not go becuz I am not mature enough to handle the cultural shock. We had fights over this issue and eventually I started neglecting him like not replying to his TXT and not talking on call. I was so addicted to him that I used to share everything with him and he supported me so much to come over social anxiety(I used to feel hideous and always felt uncomfortable about myself in a social setting). To forget him, I got into a different relationship and after 2months, I told him everything that I was in a new relationship. But even after all this, he pleaded for 2 months to come back to me but I never agreed. He blocked me and his friends blocked me too and I had no wayto contact him back again. Months passed by, I wanted to clear out stuffs and get back in our relationship. I know I had cheated on him, and this makes me feel guilty all the time. But I didn't want to sacrifice my career just becuz he wanted to stay with me and apply to foreign uni in my postgraduation. I feel exhausted and depressed all the time, idk what to do or how to get over this...
Yeah, bet that’s really tough! But know that maybe letting go completely will lead you to someone who makes your wants a priority and encourages you to go after what you want. And if it gets tough, have the confidence that they will still be there for you. That’s part of what I’m going through. I had someone who I thought I wanted to build my life around. But it was a constant fight to feel appreciated. So, I’m focusing on the fact that someone out there will be more amazing and I won’t have to fight for it.