But I love him...
We have been on a "break" now for about a month and a half. He says he wants us to be together. He says he loves me. He says he just needs to be alone to figure out the rest of his life.
I want to support him through whatever this is, but every day we are apart is killing me. I never knew I could hurt like this. I love him with every fiber of my being and i knew from the beginning that we were meant to be together. I am just feeling so discouraged and hurt and drained.
@00Pandamonium I can imagine you are feeling lonely and emotionally drained due to this separation. May be its a time you both will realise what you mean for each other. Space is a concept that works for different people differently. My undertanding can be different from your expectation. So I guess, when things are in place- you may need to have a conversation on this to get both your expectations in sync about space in the relationship.