Difficulty Accepting
I was in a relationship for almost 6 months. It would've been the 6th next month. He ended things between us yesterday, telling me he couldn't forgive me for cheating on him despite him telling me he has. He told me he couldn't trust me again even if I've done everything to prove to him he can trust me again. It hurts so much especially when he's someone I love and care for so much. I still love him and he told me he won't ever get back with me anytime soon or in the future. I want to move on and accept that we're never getting back together. I'm not falling in love with anyone else anymore. I just want to accept and move on, he's obviously moving on faster than I am. I just want to continue living my life as a passerby.
Scarlet, I just want to give you a hug to start with. Break ups are difficult and it takes time for you to be able to feel those feelings and move beyond them slowly. Do you have any friends who you can talk with by any chance? I personally find talking it through with other people face to face really helps me articulate and clarify my thoughts to a point where I can pick myself back up and start recovering from the hurt, pain, and forgiveness of both your ex- and yourself. I will encourage you to find someone you trust and explore these topics with them more. Good luck!