Divorce is hard
I finally decided to divorce my husband after months of being unhappy and him going back to drugs. We just had a baby 3 months ago and my postpartum depression has only gotten worse. We also have an almost 2 year old. Doing this alone is super hard.
Dont go back to drugs. Either, your kids are going to be influenced at a young age by it, or you wont be stable enough to be a mother, so much so that you'll be a terrible parent possibly abusing your kids. Honestly, I have no idea how much youre going though, but the only advice I can give, is to quit drugs and try to raise your kids so well so that they wont end up where youre at. Or get therapy, that is, if you can afford it. Or you can simply just get some more advice here, with a listener. Im sorry, I hope you feel a lot better later in life. Your kids need you. So dont give up.
@blueEyes2288
you are in a tough spot right now. have you got any social support?
@blueEyes2288- you shouldn't have to do this alone. Post partum depression is real and I hope you have reached out to your medical provider for assistance. And hopefully your community has resources for support for you during this tough time. Good of you to reach out to this site. Best of luck to you.