Feeling love
I don't know if it's just me, but feeling loved became addicting to me. I had parents who didn't show love or affection in any form other then making sure I was alive. So when i finally found someone who loved me, and loved all of me including the broken pieces. It made me feel accepted, and valued. That all the baggage I have, can be loved. It made me happy, and it gave me confidence. But then when we broke up, all of that faded away. It caused me to wonder if that was even true to begin with. And I find myself now, wanting and wishing to feel that feeling of being loved by another person. But being even more petrified to trying to find someone again, who will hopefully give me that feeling again.
@funnyBeechwood2087Hello! As I read your post, I could tell that I could relate to 95 percent of it. It's completely normal to want to experience love all over again, it's such a great feeling, isn't it? I don't think you've had an addiction to it though, it's just normal for us to want love, once we have experienced it.i hope I answered some of your worries :)
I’m two months pregnant and I’m really happy about it but my family is not because they were not expecting me to get pregnant this period. This reason is based on the religious status of my father(a pastor) and because I’m not married to the father of the unborn child. I really want to keep the baby but I am really thinking of how I’ll cope with seeing my parent everyday. I wish to relocate to a new place where I’d be happy but my situation won’t permit me. This is getting me confused...I think my parents could just show me they truly love me by loving the sweet baby I’m carrying but I’m not seeing that. I just keep on thinking of what to do now