Heartbroken Soulmate

I had to say goodbye to my soulmate today. He didn’t die, he just disappeared, again. We met 14 years ago, we had 1 week of a true love affair that is usually seen on the silver screen! We shared hopes and dreams, wished on stars, and fell completely, madly, incredulously in Love. Through life circumstances and what-not, we were not able to stay together. We kept in touch sporadically for 13 years. Then, I took a 6 hour (round trip) drive to see him for 20 minutes. It was the best 20 minutes! Completely worth the drive time. It was like all the years faded away. It was him and me, and he held me, and I breathed him in. Finally, after all the time that passed, it was us. We lost touch again a few months after our reconnection.. and today I sent a final message. I just ‘Can’t’ anymore.. What I know as truth is this.. In my next life, I’m looking for him first. Thank you for listening.