He was so mean to me... So why do I miss him?!?
MFingUnicorn
July 2nd, 2020
It just doesn't make any sense. I know he's a pathological narcissist. I know he's abusive. I remember how he would call me a stupid bitch when I said/did something he didn't like. 4 years and it just got progressively worse.
I'm finally out, and I find myself missing him. The person I'm missing is a lie. I'm missing what I thought he was, not what he actually is.
Knowing this doesn't make it any easier though.
sallyanne1994568
July 2nd, 2020
@MFingUnicorn You miss someone who is toxic and will never change probably because you were together for 4 years it will take time to move on.
Yisbelf
July 3rd, 2020
It's hard to let go at times. You may miss the good sides of the person and you forget about all the hurt he caused you.