I do love her.

Well. Im 29 shes 23. 4 months relationship with 4 breakups. The point is at this last time, we had the wedding all scheduled. And guests and all. It comes to a point, two months before the wedding she says is insecure and affraid of my reactions to stuff. Im like, I over react sometimes, ok. But nothing really serious. Not to a point of calling off the wedding two months before it would happen. And she did a LOT for this wedding, she even signed some documents and all. And was incredibly happy. Now its all over?! In a matter of 1 week everything changed. But the standard of her behavior was almost the same of the last times she broke up. Now I dont know. Its 4 days now, we broke up on 23/1. I dont know if I should try to talk to her, email her or what. On instagram she still let all photos of mine there. I still lovr her, wanted to try again. Family is against and I also know it's not right, it's supposed to be over. But I still love her and would like to carry on.