I just want to stop hurting
I met him last summer. And he was the first guy I have dated in 4 years. My previous relationship was extremely toxic and so this was risky. And for the most part he made me happy. And I met his daughter and he seemed to be really interested in me.
On various occasions I told him about my ex and I said if you don't want to be with me or if you're unsure about me please let me know. I know I can be a hand full so just tell me. Not once did he tell me. He pretended like he cared about me up until labor day when I found out that he was seeing someone else.
For 6 months I have been trying to forget because its that feeling of knowing that you didn't mean anything to a person who meant something to you. And its that feeling of trying to forget because you know they are happy with someone else and you were nothing to them. I just want to forget. Because I'm tired of feeling like this
@LadyBugg21
Sorry that happened to you..it sucks you went through that. I guess you just need to move on and try to get back to that happy place again. Focus on you and be content with that you've found out sooner rather then ten kids and a marriage later. Your someone is out there, your one ex closer if he really cared about you he wouldn't have done that, don't you want a guy who won't pretend to care for you, don't you want the real deal....all the best ladybugg
@LadyBugg21 sending virtual hug and hand to pick you up.
