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User Profile: Trying2move4ward
Trying2move4ward September 15th, 2016

I think it was 2 months ago that I was first on here, pouring my heart out about the love of my life I was with for 6 and a half years. Long story short, he broke up with me because he got into medical school and said he couldn't balance that and a relationship. A week later he started dating someone else. Naive me, I stayed around because I was the only one he could talk to about the struggles and who he could break down to. He then buys me a ticket to America as a bday and grad gift and I willingly accepted it. Then he buys himself one even tho he said he wouldn't go. I was so afraid to see him but also had faith we'd get back together. A week. Wrote I saw him, he told me him and the girl are getting more serious. I respected it but broke down and was afraid to see him. The week came that I had to see him and he acted like we were together, I tried to avoid him but we were under the same house. Once he left again he said he didn't mean anything he said or did with me when he saw me and is back to the girl. That was when I saw the line was crossed. What sick person does that. We all need that kick and I got it. I'm not completely over him and I'll always love him but he broke me down even more but now I know, he has no future with me. If only I could go into detail with it all. But guys, you'll get over it too. I really thought I'd be nothing without him but next week, I start my masters degree program and I will be successful and happy without him. If I can do it, you can too!

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