It hurts

Today, I am back home after being on a 2 month holiday. All the memories of me crying in my room came back, all the initial pain that I felt when I found out he likes someone else came back. I texted him saying it's crazy right? Before I left for vacation you said you just need time and after medical school, you'll come find me and things will be better. I already knew that was a lie but while I was on vacation.. That changed. He said he won't come find me anymore. He can't be with me because he really likes this girl. His response to my text was "I'm happy I will see you soon though, we will have a lot of fun". Usually when I go visit him he always says he doesn't want me to go there because I'm just dead weight. But now that I'm not his girlfriend, he says he can't wait to see me? That is how I know there is nothing between us and no way to get back together. Surprisingly, it didn't hurt as much as before when I read that. I was able to breath and my heart wasn't racing. all I know is, when I see him, I will tell him after this one week we are together I will stop communicating with him because it is only hurting me and keeping me from moving on completely. Unfortunately I do have to see him because his sister in law bought me the ticket to see her and then I find out he's going too. everything is complicated because of how close I am to his family, we almost lasted 7 years anyway so it's understandable why. But the week i have with him, will be the last I talk to him.