Just married. Yearning for divorce

Not only do I feel like a stranger to my spouse. But we just got married little less than 2 months ago. Not something I was looking forward to. But I had no choice. Between the guilt tripping and our now 10 month son. I had no other options it seemed. I said to myself I will stay with him for our beautiful child. But each day I can feel the distance growing more and more. Living in a new state away from everyone and everyone I ever knew makes the pain even worse. I wish I could cry but crying would mean emotions and I feel lifeless inside. I come home there’s no conversation besides what happened lately with the sports media which I could care less about. My greatest excitement is going to work everyday so I can get away for 8 hours. I dred the end of my shifts. If it weren’t for my son I don’t think I’d come home.