Kinda Irritated...

This is more of a rant than anything...

So mid March this year I broke up with my ex BF (I made a post about him somewhere here asking for advice on how to do that, thank you guys for helping me <3 it was really tough and scary but I got through it!) and things were really rocky after that. At first I missed him a lot, it was even still a little flirty, and I was even really close to taking him back but the feeling passed... thank God.

After some time passed we really didn't talk much at all anymore and up until recently I've become very distant out of apathy and depression for things unrelated to him, and we just... drifted apart, I guess? But it was pretty abrupt. We were talking one day and mid-convo he just stopped talking to me, so I was annoyed and said something like, "okay I don't know where you went, so I'm logging out now, bye" (we talked through Skype more than anything because he's from a different country.)

And that was the last I ever said to him or he said to me, until recently. A whole month passed since that message so I figured he just wasn't interested in being friends or anything anymore, plus he had some status like "Thicc girls <3<3<3" and I'm certainly not THICC so I took that as he moved on from me already, lol, so I removed him from Skype... and apparently he got really mad about that because last night he sent me a pretty aggressive message through my art page. He called me narcisisstic, selfish, uncaring and said just the thought of me made him sick. He also told me to never contact him again.

I don't really understand that, or what he's talking about... he also mentioned that some girl came to visit him for two weeks and he wrote it like I knew who it was, but I have absolutely no clue. I guess maybe his ex, or something.

I know that sometimes I CAN seem a little selfish, but it's in my nature to not be able to show much love anyway. It's like I just don't know how and I guess he didn't feel appreciated even though I did my best in trying to show him that I cared.

Anyway... the message was really, really rude and it surely didn't need to be. I'm not that upset about it but I guess I am a little surprised. Plus, if he really felt that way, why didn't he just tell me before?

I'm glad he sent it, though because I was getting pretty mad about him just ditching me suddenly without a word. Now I have some closure and I don't have to feel anxiety about him messaging me anymore...

okay, rant over haha :P