Love seems out of reach
I look at those around me who have found the magic formula, or treasure map to their significant other and wonder why I can't seem to find my map, or make the right magic formula. I consider my list of needs from a guy who could be my forever partner to be pretty simple. And yet I have tried and failed so many times, I'm beginning to wonder if my map is made for another planet. And my magic potion is only sugar water. Is it really that hard to find someone to love all of you, good and bad so much so that they want to see you everyday for the rest of their life? To me that seems pretty simple, and yet my net has been coming up with only dead fish with each cast. I just want to be loved, it just comes down to that.
I felt that way felt like forever! I honestly had enough. I moved across country and I met people from online chats and after a few yrs of talking to one I said I know what fuck it! I wanna settle and they did and so he told me I had a week to come to him (he paid ) I packed on halloween and left that night! Got married a week later now it’s been 7yrs. We fight we are gross infront of eachother whatever idc cuz I’m me and he’s him. Sometimes you have to just take a chance. There’s nothing wrong with you and love is out there waiting for you!
Hi there, I know this is an older post, but I wanted to say a few things. First, you are an excellent writer. I am really impressed with the way you worded your post. I felt what you were trying to convey. Second, I hope you never give up in finding your forever partner. I've finally experienced being loved. He and I aren't in touch at all, yet the love is still there. I'm not sure if we will ever see each other again, but I hope so. I say this because I believe if it's in your heart to want your forever partner, then it's possible. I hope you're doing well and get a chance to read this. - Zia
