My spouse leaving me is only making me stronger!!
Hey my name is Sunshine & I'm here to let everyone know that I don't always feel like my name at times.
I have been hurt the most emotionally by the man that I said I do too & truly cared about. When I took my vows I meant them but never expected to have my heart crushed & broken by the man that I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with.
He has just up & left me 3 different times without communicating to me to foolishinglybe with his crazy mom like who does that?! He's 32 years old & sadly has let his bi polar mom convince him that he does not need to be married & that I'm not the one for him as if she's God? He has sadly allowed her to brainwash him & to come between our marriage!
im angry, hurt & then some but the most important thing I have learned is that I will not lose myself over him or his drama! I had to learn how to love myself & not give up b/c this is Avery stressful situation for me!
i am not begging him to come home as he's cut off all communication & thinks that the grass is greener on the other side so that choice is his! When his mom & crazy family finish taking everything away from him maybe then will his eyes be open & by then it will be his big loss b/c I know my worth & he will not bring me down!! Not now not ever!! I am a overcomer!! My past will not define me!!
Your a very strong person. My boyfriend told me he plans to leaveby the first of january and I was like okay, but then the next day he is like I love you i don't want to leave. I am so confusedbecause i feel that he is planning to leave without me knowing. This makes me wonder what is his plans.