Never enough
was together 20 years ago broke up after several years he cheated so much. 13 yeara apart we reconnect and im broken all over agin. once again im not enough he didnt actually have sex this time but hes messaging severla women and yet i cant get simple affection. let me ignore one call and text he goes off the rails. but i get blown off. he promised no more messages didnt see it was cheating until i lost it on him just to find out hes doing it again... telling them to not count him out and leave him as an option and the way he talks about me is so awful. he makes me out to be crazy evil person. idk why he came back into my life when i wasnt good enough then why bother now. i always get cheated on. im just never ever enough. Just once I wish I meant enough to someone that they didn't always go looking for someone else idk what I'm doing wrong but I get used and I'm left so broken. He left me destroyed 13 years ago and now all over again. He could stayed gone and just left me be.....
Don't let anyone convince you that you are not enough. You are enough. Perhaps your self-esteem is not conveying that to others though. Perhaps you need to make a list of all the things that you're wonderful and good at. Of all these things about you that make you special and adorable... I for one would love to read it once you're done if you care to share it with us.