On a break….?

He says we’re not broken up, just on a break….And he wants to work on himself and focus on himself more. He’s been emotionally unavailable prior to this announcement but wouldn’t take any of my offers to help or even just listen. I just can’t. It feels like it was out of nowhere. He says it’s nothing I did…I can barely get myself to eat or drink water now. I feel miserable and I can’t see my therapist until Monday.

I miss him so bad. I tried so hard to do all the right things and I love him so much and i just feel CRUSHED. We were close to our 2 year anniversarry too..just days away. I can’t believe it. I can’t stop crying.