Still sad, day 3
Another day, no contact, although I knew it would be the case, it feels worse today. I thought about our last conversation I begged him not to leave me, even though he had been making my so upset and unhappy for months. I think In time that will be the saddest part about it, I begged someone to love me they way I loved them, and the answer was no, and I didn’t respect myself to not do it.
sounds tough sorry to hear that
@kindLime9521 Hello. I'm sorry you're hurting so much right now. They say that things often get worse before they get better but there will be days that it hits harder than other's. It's obvious that even though he made you upset and unhappy, you still loved him. Keep sharing your story, keep expressing your feelings because talking about these things really can help and it's always nice to know you're not alone.
Take good care of yourself.
Fisher