Struggling with being on my own today.
I'm struggling today. The ex (we still live under the same roof until we sell the house and can afford to move out) is away with friends this weekend. I've got my beautiful boy but the weather is keeping us indoors. I'm so conscious of there being no one else in the house. I'm not feeling lonely as I know I have mates a mere phone call away but I am feeling very alone. I used to crave this feeling of getting away from the world before I was married. Now, being on my own terrifies me.
@TheSleech
Sleech, I'm so sorry to hear that. It must have been very hard on you. How about distracting yourself by going out for sometime or by doing something important?
@Disneykstew It's been a few days since I wrote that post and I'm still struggling. I'm out doing things with friends but I feel so alone. Not lonely, mind you, alone. I feel separated from the world.
The odd thing is that I'm not doing anything different to before we separated. I'm out with friends for a special event and she at home with the boy. We'd have done this when we were together. Why does it feel different now?
I miss my boy.
