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i wonder if i miss them or do i just miss the affection they gave me which abruptly stopped.. i thought they would make an effort to keep their love for me alive but they left so fast.. i shouldn't be getting sad anymore since they clearly didn't care about my feelings but here i am
There will come a time that you will find a true love amoung the billion people in this world and if you don't just love your self and give it all the affection that it needs.
Hugs. I know it hurts, I really do because I’m there too. Life will get better; one day you’ll smile and mean it, a while later you’ll catch yourself laughing. It’s fine to miss them, of course you will, you’ll miss affection, something will happen and your first thought will be to tell them but this too will pass. It’s a habit. Be kind to yourself.
I feel this 100%. I'm starting to wonder if I loved him for the wrong reasons, one of them being that he was affectionate, caring, and made me feel good about myself. I know I wouldn't be feeling like this and he wouldn't have left if he still felt that way but I'm still completely broken up about it.
Loving someone because of their affection, caring and making you feel good isn’t wrong unless you didn’t actually like anything about them. Please give yourself a break and be kind to yourself.