To leave or notSince then we oddly had

before you start reading this I would like to forgive any misspellings ongoing sentences I'm dyslexic and using talk to text

We have been together for 6 years it was never easy he cheated a lot

How we meet he was my then Boyfriend's best friend

he became my best friend and he turned into my pulg ya ya I'm going to hell I smoke the devils lettuce get over it anywho

he said he was not looking for anything that did not last he asked me out we been dating for 6 years 5 years in in which I feel extremely bad for he cheated again after I had a miscarriage like I was in the hospital getting a DNC and he was at home chatting with some girl

I found out about a A month and a half later an I snapped

I beat the ever loving fuck out of him and I can't forgive myself for that because I've been on the other side of an abusive relationship but it was like years of hurt and pain flooded out of my soul that night

the best day we talked long and hard and it was a y'all that lasted days and I mean almost a week we did nothing but just talk about us

he apologized in a way I've never seen him apologize and since then it has been bliss

our relationship blossomed he learned to trust me which was his main problem due to his ex not an excuse but he has a mindset that everyone cheats on him so the best way for him not to get hurt is for him to cheat on them first

but AnyWho moving along almost a year has passed and he actually asked me to marry him

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