What I Did For Love
Yes, it's the title to s great song from a chorus line, but it also holds so true to all of us, and what we would be willing to do for love. Meet me, andrew and meet autumn, who accidentally meet each other on facebook, grow close and develop a committed and long distance relationship for 1 1/2 years. Then after 2 years, she became interested in her ex boyfriend and wanted an open relationship. So I stayed cause she made me happy and I made her, so we made it work. Then she met a guy on Tindr, and became infatuated with him, that's when it all changed. Because of her ADHD, and her impulsiveness, she began to make mistakes to hurt others and herself and also pushing me and her ex out of her life. I love this person so much, even now and I believe she's the one for me. I know everyone sees love differently and has different beliefs, but I strongly feel this for her. I'm 26 and she's 23 and she says she's confused and doesn't know what she wants, and I believe her. And today, she made it official that she was separating from me. We had a Disney world trip planned for next week, and she says she stiwants to go with me and that it means something to her. I don't know what to do, knowing we are broken up and after this I don't know when I'll see her again. I need help.
It's not he letting her go part that hurts most, it's wondering if she will ever come back. And life is so uncertain and the universe is so uncertain, that I just don't know anythjng anymore. Only that I want to be with this person...
I know how it feels . I would suggest not to go and move on with life .
I'm younger than you, and believe it or not... I've been through something similar. I got over about 8 months later and in that time i used to see him every weekend. If I were you I would go only if I'm not with her 24/7 which I think Wouldn't be possible. I understand the fact that you only want to be with that person and everything reminds you of her. From what I had live I can tell you that some people are so much better out of you life. Even if you think they're thee only/best thing you have. I'm new here, but you seem to be nice. :)
Its a trip that you both planned together. Why not go? Its Disney, whats the worst that can happen? You could have fun..You could get back together, or you can just have fun and leave as friends.
I can relate to how you feel because I still think my ex boyfriend and I will be together one day. He just need to go through more experiences and grow internally to understand what he wants.
My exboyfriend has OCD and he always appoligized for repeating things or calling be so he wouldnt repeat. I was fine with that, kind of honored to be the one he could reach out to. He wasn't the best at school work so I would help him, I was committed to this relationship where we made each other a better people. However, when it came to my depression he said he couldn't help me and broke up with me because I choose to be depressed.
I dont know what to do with this feeling, did anything help you so far?
