i miss her yet she doesn't
We broke up 2 months ago and I miss her a lot. She initiated the break up.
I know she missed me in the first month, but I am not sure if she's moving on now.
Two weeks ago, she followed my Instagram with a fake account (i blocked her after the break up) and I caught her staring at me in school. I was so curious about her feelings.
A friend told me that she went to a ball last night, to party and dance with boys. My heart was broken. I want us to get back together but I know it's impossible and too late. However, I really don't want us to part ways and have 0 connection in life. We were lovers, best friends, everything. I miss her a lot. What should i do? Is it ok if I reach out to her and tell her we can be friends?
I'm sorry to hear this happened. Break-ups can be quite happy, especially when initiated by the partner.
You took the right step distancing yourself from your ex-partner. I can understand you would want a connection (platonic) with her. However it sounds like you are still processing and working through your feelings regarding the break-up.
For your well-being, the distance might actually be good for you. Let your emotions settle and move on, then you can reach out if you feel that need. For now I would not. Let yourself heal first. <3
