lost 1 person who i cared for the most :(

I met this guy 6 months on a dating site i didn't put my real pics up i had no intention of talking and meeting anyone i was trying see what was out there with out putting myself out there and i had planned to delete it withen a day or 2 well i met someone connection was strong and me and his feelings got really strong for each other during the 6 months i couldn't find the right words to tell him i wasn't who he thought i just didn't know how say it i didn't wanna hurt he been threw a divorce i didn't wanna be the other girl who hurt him well few days ago he found real girls fb and i came clean i tried ti explain it to him but i didnt get the chance to explain whole thing he said we couldnt be friends and he wishes me best of luck he said he was more shocked then mad and hurt i didn't mean to hurt i care so much for this man we talked everyday all day 6 months straight everything we had talked about and about my life family and feelings were all true except who i was i never seen this coming what was suppose be harmless not meet anyone i did and i cant stand fact i probably will never hear from him again a person i care so much for i have tried ti contact him and i think he has me on block list for texting and all that i wish my feeling would disappear soon i cant eat or sleep it been 2 days since i have talked to him and iv been use ti talking him alll day everyday past 6 months i wish this feeling would go away :(