I wish I had someone with whom I could share . . . .
... Hugs, kisses, love, romance, attention, comfort and trust with
...a meal.
... my challenges, my fears, my vulnerability, my pain, my insecurities, my last shred of hope to someday live a peaceful life.
some good interesting conversation with about life and books and just stuff that counts and silly stuff too
Share my thoughts, who I am, my passions, giggles, smiles and tears, everything that pains me in general without being judged or being annoyed.
I wish I could talk about how I am emotionally hungry most of the time. I wish I could tell them how I have unhealthy attachments to toxic people, how I am hurt from his behavior, and have cut him down from my life so that he cannot hurt me anymore yet don't know if I am doing the right thing. I wish I could tell them about my insecurities, how I am stuck in an unhappy environment, how I am afraid to move, yet I am working consistently so that someday I am capable of moving. I wish someone told me that despite all my troubles I am doing really great and I am doing something right.
My love of crazy, ugly, vintage sweaters
Everything.
@Laura
My good days; when I feel the humor to go out and walk days and days, to just see the sky change its colors, or just sit in the couch and watch a movie.
My bad days; when I feel to just spend my days in the floor listening music and inside crying.
@Laura Who I really am. My aspirations and fears. Who I could love unconditionally and they would do the same. Who understands when I am pretending to be okay when I am breaking. And for whom I can do the same. 