I wish I had someone with whom I could share . . . .

My book with. Someone who will read what I've written and critque me. Someone who will get the story and the message, and will encourage me.

All my thoughts

Everything, No...Anything

I 've never had a friend, can you believe it? Every thought that goes through my mind is still there, everything that goes through my heart is still there...It's all locked there, the feeling of loneliness, homesickness, sadness, love, anger, and every feeling I've had has never been released.. And the suppression of those emotions is killing me

Whom i could share all my thoughts with without feeling judged in any way and without feeling like i am making them feel bad by telling them how i am feeling. Once you find someone you can be completely open with, it is the most special thing ever and i wish I had held onto that cause who knows when I'll find someone else

Vent to without needing them to remedy the situation. I need my feelings validated, not my problems magically fixed.

Somebody I can trust in real life with my secrets.

Nobody knows that I am shy and anxious, I just "put on a mask". The mask is silly and crazy, but it is not me.

Listens to my feelings and troubles and who doesnt just walk away mid conversation because I dont immediately take his my way or the highway stance to problems.

who will wipe my tears when I feel depress..who will always make me feel loved..who will treat me nicely..someone who will give me smiles everyday..someone who will make me feel special..someone who takes care of me when I am sick..someone who will know what I need even before I speak..someone who will not make me feel alone..someone who will restore the lost me..

....my diverse music tastes with someone who was willing to listen.

Everything! I have no one! At all that I can just confide in!