My happiest memory is giving birth to my twinnies 👩👧👧
...the day my son was born. On more than one occasion he has kept me from ending it all. I owe him my life.
Playing records
Seeing my niece for the first time. My brother in law was really weird about people holding her but she was so beautiful. I knew from that moment on she would be the most important person in my life.
Seeing my daughter start to recognize her grandparents & watching all their faces light up as they play. The love is palpable.
When I met my best friend/bf at the beginning of this summer on a missions trip in Nicaragua
reading while in the car on a long car ride
Finding out my son Ethan was going to live.
Was on my 11th birthday me and my family went to Circus Circus to celebrate we played a lot of games and won prizes be it was the best time of my life . It was the last time I was genuinely happy
Although I am drenched with sadness and I don't feel connected to anyone in my life now, I wanna go back to the time when I feel cared