maybe my 14th birthday when my loved ones had a trip with me
in my primary school when I was a happy child and I was myself, when teachers and lots of others love me and even admired me, I was never broke and I was fun
My happiness is a little bittersweet. I miss my picture perfect family. Now divorced and the family is split I look back and think We were happy at one point. Just seeing everyone together in photos leaves a smile on my face.
4th of July, about 7 years ago. My then boyfriend ( now husband) and I were at his familys party. I got overwhelmed by the drunk people so he walked with me to the road(dead end road). We laid down on the road and just looked at the stars and talked for hours. Whenever we'd hear a car coming up the driveway we'd run and hide in the tall grass. It was amazing!
My first performance as a lead in a musical. My highschool was doing Shrek the musical during my junior year and I was casted as the Dragon. I'm really shy but in the last few moments of that song when it's was just me and a spotlight on the stage, I felt like I meant something. Like in that moment I was invincible. It's been almost 3 years since then and the only time I can recreate that feeling is when I'm on stage.
Whenever I'm with my friends. I don't care if I was angry or sad in that situation, every second was beautiful.
My favorite memory is a time where my boyfriend and I went to a state park, walked into the woods till we got to the lake, layed a blanket out and just slept, talked, and have fun. It was absolutely amazing <3
The birth of my children. A close second is my wedding day and third is the day I got on a plane to Australia to go travelling as it was and still is the only time in my life when I have felt completely relaxed and free to do whatever I wanted to do.
The day I truly connected with my best friend (now boyfriend). We were on a mission trip together. He was the instrumental guy, and I was more of the vocal side of the music. We had to work together, despite the fact that I had found him the most annoying human ever. He always had positive things to say, and a smile to share. The first view of his dimple, on his right cheek, after i was baptized, I feel like we truly connected. We were actually friends. 6 months later and we're happily dating.
Whenever I have a chance to go for a motorcycle ride.