Being single is ok

For over the past month or so, I've realized a thing or two. I have come to terms that being single is okay. I used to think that everything in my life would be complete if I had someone to love or someone to love me for who I am, so that was all I focused on, to find that person. When I liked someone (and I still kinda do) and told them that i did, they didn't say much but look at me, smile, and walked away.. leaving me questioning what he meant. I think I had been rejected, this left me hurt and wondering what was wrong with me and if i was not attractive enough. However, I came to a realization that I needed help, I needed to rebuild myself, pamper myself, basically making a better me, I dont need someone to make me happy. All I needed was to learn to love myself.. and I still am to this day. Being single has influenced me to learn to become a better me and to love myself. I had also learned that I have relationship anxiety, so I need this time to myself. I am thankful for being single, it has opened my eyes.