How will I do it?

I am very lonely, there are not many opportunities to meet a girl, the applications are very bad, I tried more than one application, also when I find someone through the application I am afraid, and I am not encouraged to meet, in the end I do not go, now I need someone to make me feel interested, ask about me, share his diary, and share it The same things I need

I hate apps, because they are fake, I want a girl who lives in my city and not on the other side of the planet as the apps show

I'm so scared that I won't find anyone and I'm getting older every day