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My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years. We argued allot for a while because of things he said and did that really hurt me. We broke up for 2 weeks no contact at all. When we talked again we got back together in a fresh start. He looked at nudes from other women during our fresh start, I found out 2 weeks later, and since then things have been okay, he says he was sorry and he didn't know why he did it. Well, last night I found out within the 2 weeks we were apart he took dick picks and videos of him touching himself to send to the women he was trying to get nudes from. He swears he doesn't remember doing it at all, that he couldn't control it. Which makes me think he probably did it after we had gotten back together as well, since he was still trying to get nudes. I don't know what to do, or what to believe.
You actually said what you believe in your post. Read it again. The evidence is there. You said he swears he doesn't remember doing it BUT couldn't control it. There it is. Your gut is telling you what exactly happened and is still happening. It's so clear you can't comprehend it's that clear. I know the feeling. It's time to cut your losses and move on. He's not good for you and you most definitely deserve better. He won't change so don't go there. What he's doing is seeing how far he can go with you. How much will you turn a blind eye to? You deserve to not be made to look stupid, manipulated and lied to. You deserve what you want and from the RIGHT person. Once they plant the questions and doubt, there's a reason. They are doing things they shouldn't and will not stop with you.
