Well well well, I'm pathetic lol

So you wanna be friends with someone. And you’ve talked to them once IRL for two hours in front of library and it was great. But after that you couldn’t find of any excuse to talk to em again. And once you approached them again but they were busy so you’re never doing that again lol. You stick to texting. But they said they are more of a IRL talking person. But you’re awfully shy and introverted and have BPD and awful anxiety so it’s hell in head lol. So you talk on text. And they sometimes reply in paragraphs, sometimes dry. But this one time they didn’t reply to some very thought-provoking text for a week. And then they replied like nothing happened. Without any reason. Ik the world doesn’t revolve around me and all. They could have been busy. But maybe, tell that? so fast forward you tried texting them again and the convo is going fine. Sharing paragraphs about universe and stupid stuff. Then you send a politico-religious paragraph and they don’t reply again for a week. But now it’s been more than a week. So you text em asking if things are okay. They say “yes, good you say?” But you don’t feel like talking anymore coz you feel like they don’t want to. But you also feel like maybe they were just busy? Idk. Once again, ik the world doesn’t revolve around me and replying after a week is fine but maybe, tell that? and this second time I think they would not have replied at all. But then again you think of IRL convo and how you guys are so similar so you feel like talking. I can’t help it.

I feel stupid sharing here so please you don't have to criticize me. rest assured I've done that a thousand times already