first ever relationship
I have fallen in love with a guy and so did he with, but that’s not the problem i know he truly loves me but at some point i feel like am not his first priority. And sometimes I doubt my love to him because of the people that are around us, he is a gentleman but sometimes i feel like he doesn’t really like to text me much at night like tonight we ended our text at 3 am just to find him online on Facebook while I thought he was asleep. I am an over-thinker person i think alot about our relationship and sometimes i wish we stayed friends nothing more and i wish i could talk to him about what i have been feeling like traumatized from my family but at some point he is busy with his work gets done at 12 and stays out late with his friends just to come back home at 3:30 am it depends i want him to be happy truly but sometimes i feel like am falling apart and he isn’t there to pick me up because i really can’t share my feelings with him.
Life always seems to get in the way and pull people apart. I understand how easy it can be to overthink small things. Know that though you love each other, you both need personal space and alone time as well as time together. It's about finding a balance. I know how hard it is to talk sometimes so try writing it out first and rehearse it. Have a phrase to text or say when you are feeling down or need him there, even if he just has time for a quick text that everything's OK, it can mean the world to you. You got this, I believe in you <3