Feeling alone

Yeah so... I don't really know how my support network got erased and my "friendship" circle is now down to 2 and even then I'm sure they only taalkk to me because they feel sorry for me. everyone's so quick to point that I have people commenting on all the stuff I post but in reality I don't have anyone ii can open up to anymore my best friend is now my ex girlfriend and we don't even speak anymore, I literally have no idea how to make new friends at all or even people I can just socialise with.

Since having my house robbed at knifepoint and moving house I still haven't left my home not like I have the money to do so anyway but I really want to get out and make some friends but I'm so scared of rejection or I don't know how to start the process at all.

I miss my old life I miss being wanted around or even being invited to something, I don't get along with listeners either... I feel like a lab rat for them sometimes. I just need help before it's too late