Thoughts

7 months ago, I had a fallout with one of my closest friends. She has done a lot for me and supported me when I literally had no one, ever since she joined college she hardly ever talked to me and that drift caused us to fall out. But even before her college began, she constantly intentionally or unintentionally hurt me, she knew of my past traumas yet she inflicted pain in the area she knew would hurt me the most. And even though all this happened I can’t help but think what if I’m at the wrong? She did so much for me and yet I harbour such feelings so if or not it’s my fault. Sometimes I think any sort of relationship goes two ways and I was the only one in it, yet sometimes I think if I’m the insensitive one… I don’t know what to do.