Advice?

So the last five months have been one of the best I’ve ever had in a long time. I met this girl and she completely changed me. I felt like I was on top of the world because of her but she didn’t believe that only because she thinks so low of herself. Anyways for 5 months we’ve basically acting like we were dating this whole time. We both knew she was moving away but we kept this going letting me to get so attached and fall in love. On the very last week before she moves she really hurt me. Yelling me can’t do this. I can’t be in a relationship. Very much shutting down all ideas of us being anything. She told me she wasn’t that into this anymore. She did tell me she didn’t wanna follow through and be official about a month ago yet she still wanted me close and was selfish for it. On the last day, she told me she loved me but she still did not want to give us a chance. She didn’t want to be with me.

I really love her. I care so much for her so much so that I’ve still been talking to her giving her support bc she felt like she was hurting me a lot and she felt terrible for it. As well it’s been tough leaving her family bc of school.

As someone who was played with emotionally and who still really loves her. What should I do now?

She still wants to be friends even if she loves me too. I just feel so stuck.