A letter to the time you hurt me

No replies needed just couldn't find the time for a listener and need to vent

We use to be such a strong couple. We told each other everything and anything. Things used to be good. I can't argue that they still aren't but I no longer can confide in you. Because you hurt me. I can't stop thinking back to what you had done and why, and maybe it's foolish of me to be stuck in the past about it. But it still hurts as if i had found out yesterday. We had talked about that very thing and you said you'd never do that yet you did it twice in my most vulnerable states. Instead of coming to me to discuss the problem you decided to look elsewhere for a solution and that hurt. But what hurts the most is that you did it in the first place instead of coming to me. And I had never felt so ugly and disrespected so much at the same time. I hope I can have the courage to tell you how much damage you truly caused inside me one day. I haven't thought the same again thanks to that. And it was silly of me to downplay it. But I guess that's my own fault.