Anyone here who can talk to me in urdu.?

Man boht zyada depressed hon aur meri motherlanguage urdu hai. Man apni feelings ho urdu ma zyada achy sy express kr skti hon.. i really need a positive counsellation. Please help

Main apny ghar ma boht zyada stess ma hon mujhy kuch bhi smj nhi arha mery sath kiya horha hai. Mery ghar walo ny mera rishta zbrdsti kr diya hai jb k ma kisi aur ko psand krti hon pehly meri family razi thi whan shadi krny k liya. Lakin aik dm sy turn kia aur ab 4 months sy mjy tocher kia jarha hai k ma unki psand pr hi haan kr don. Q k yhi Allah ki mrzi hai. Mujhy itni negative batan ki gaen han k ab mery dil ma dar baith gya hai ma kisi pr yakeen nhi kr parhi... mery ghar waly thy jin sy ma boht zyada pyar krti thi. Aur ab wo mery sath aisa kr rhy hain meri bat b nhi sun rhy... jisy ma psand krti hon wo mery sath boht boht zyada loyal hai. But uski itni achi earning nhi hai but I'm sure wo mhnt kry ga. Lakin itny zyada trauma k bad mjy ab koi b nhi chahiya.. sb sy dur rehny ka dil kr rha hai