Don’t You Forget About Me

You tell yourself okay I’m a strong woman I don’t need this. You hear advice from others focus on yourself don’t worry about it. I’ve done that for so many years because of bad relationships and I didn’t need a new relationship.

I wanted this to be different. It felt so different he feels so kind. Yet I have obstacles and time against me in this. It’s almost like you want to be some of exception to a “rule” of not needing love.

Everything looms in the back of my mind. How could it not when you feel it so strongly? I do not feel love towards this man (maybe I’m in denial) but I do have unresolved feelings. You try to discuss it with him and get excuses or we can do it this way. Plus they do things in front of friends and coworkers to make you blush. 

Then we have perhaps the feelings of unrequited love. Well does he even love that other girl? Well does he? Him and I haven’t kissed or anything (let’s keep it that way) I’m not getting played. 

You have the nagging feeling well he’s gonna forget about me. He’s going to school. I’m doing online school and he’s going to forget about me. I get told well maybe he will ouch.