Guilt

So it's like this. me and my ex broke up because of some reasons and after that he started to repost bad stuff about me in *** so after that when we broke up, I was at the trip at some ski resort and I met a guy there then I met that guy I thought I was over my ex like I moved on because it was really draining in relationship And we kind of had a thing like a situationship... we kissed and did some stuff but not really serious stuff and I was always telling him that he should not take things that fasterz

After that I find out that my ex was reposting bad things about me, *** , but the

reason was that someone told him rumors about me which was false and he was really disappointed in me and last time he texted me was at that ski resort we broke up and he still made a fake accounts to text me and still get back with me because we loved each other so much but I was disappointed in him in some things and after that he stopped as I know now Two months passed by now and I was feeling really disturbed about that reposts because we had so much respect for each other and I was really curious about that so l decided to talk to him about it and everything was misunderstanding and I realized I still loved him I'm really really guilty about this situation and I told My situationship today that I still loved my ex and I wanted to be honest about it and he got really mad, but I don't want to tell my ex about my Situationship and he still loves me back and we might reconcile But I told him only that it was nothing serious that I didn't kiss him or something. No, I didn't mention that kiss and stuff but I just told him that it was nothing serious, but I feel so guilty and I'm yeah you know.

Also, in my country is pretty bad to do that kind of stuff and also I think in other countries too you know some people say that if he touch another girl, I will not get back to him and other way around, but I didn't mean to do that, and also I thought that I was over him . Help