Hard Times
It’s been a really hard week for me. Nursing school is getting harder, Work is getting harder and my personal life seems like it’s the most difficult thing in the world. My relationship has been horrible this pass week and I don’t know how it happened. It started off with accusations about me cheating. Then it went to needing to know my every move, to becoming violent. The toxicity seems like it came out of no where. His friend coming on me didn’t help at all. Even though I have been transparent and honest. It still didn’t work. It just made things WORSE! It’s really taking a toll on me. I have scratches and bruises on my body and face. I don’t want to be seen. I haven’t been attending school or work because of it. It’s really affecting my education. Now, I feel like I’m so behind I can’t catch up. I honestly, don’t know what happened or how I got here. Or why I’m here? It feels like this depression is keeping me down. I don’t know where to begin and pick myself up.
@turquoisePomegranate3573
It sounds like a very tough situation...... not your fault he is having issues and even with marks on you if you want to move forward you need to keep up with school and your job....
do you think he tries to derail you by this type of thing........ knowing you do not want to be seen with the marks hoping you fall behind or get fired keeping you away from moving on with your life and leaving his abusive self alone......
do not blame yourself or hide the problem .. it will be OK ...... many people will want to help or support you and to see his handy work clearly shows the issue. in case he was ever to get worse if it is well known what he is he cannot hide in lies.
