I feel lost
I have been staying with bf for more than 5 yrs but I m feeling lonely mostly and doing housechores all the time without help ..mostly fights happening ..
Last fight ,he called me *** etc ,thrown the things in kitchen and shouting and then cutting his hands .I feel emotionally tired
When I go to hometown also ,I get trapped without any freedom ..
I have no money for food clothes also ..I m giving interviews but tired now with no luck .. interview process is long and I m now tired with my life
@generousShip5608
you are not alone when things seem to go bad ... when we try to get out in finding a new path or job or changing anything the magnet like issue to pull us into the status quo and known situation... i feel when we really are ready and let go ... does good things happen...
It is hard to grab on to anything new holding on to the past. sometimes interviewing or finding a fit does take time but sticking with it is how you succeed those who quit start from the beginning again.
