I feel very alone with relationship anxiety

Hello everyone!

I have recently started seeing someone and we are a couple of months into things. Things are going really well and he treats me better than any man ever has, he is lovely.

I am aware and accept the issues are with me. This whole experience has triggered a lot of anxiety, especially relating to abandonment fears and I’m often overanalysing and overthinking everything. I have realised I have attached these feelings to texting so everytime he is busy or at work and isn’t responding this toxic cycle starts in my head and I can’t seem to stop it.

I really am terrified of ruining things and I really do not want to. I’m in therapy and trying to talk to friends, i hesistate to talk to him bc I don’t want to put him off as it’s still early days..I’m just hoping there’s someone out there that can relate bc I feel very alone

thank you

x