I’m the problem
I’m trying so hard to let things be but I think my boyfriend of two years is leaving me slowly. He’s giving himself so much time to not be around me and before he would do everything to be around me. It’s 6:18 am and I have to be to work at 7am and only slept an hour. I can’t eat. I can’t think. I haven’t seen him in over a month. I am in shambles. I’ve never been in love like this. I wish I could call out from work due to heartache. I’m not in my body. I can’t do this.
@babiechoa
have u tried communicating to him about this?
I have. I was blocked for a week and he unblocked me and we have been texting but that confuses me more. He ignores a lot of my texts and responds to only the ones he wants to. He doesn’t call me amor or babe or anything anymore, he doesn’t respond when I say “I love you”. Today he told me he doesn’t know if we are a couple or not and that “we will see”. I’m breaking into pieces.
Hey Babiechoa. I recognize you are going through a really hard time. I’ve been there with a past partner. The feeling of someone pulling away when you care so much about them hurts in so many ways. It’s hard but my advice is please take care of yourself. Do something for you this week whatever that may be. For now, this will be not an easy journey but I know you can do it.
It’s harsh to say but you need someone to make you a priority. Who makes you feel beautiful and happy as a person. This person should add positivity towards your life rather than stress and anxiety. The positive should out weight the negatives.
Also… in no way are you a problem. It’s easy in these times to blame yourself and not give yourself love. Try to think if you had a friend going through this… what would you suggest for them to do? That answer you feel is what you should do yourself. Practice self love and give yourself proper rest and relaxation.
@babiechoa
i'm so sorry to hear tht. i can see how much u love him, and its heartbreaking when someone u care starts pulling away like tht. it really isn't fair for u.
u deserve love thts mutual and understanding and it's okay to feel heartbroken but just know it is not your fault.
be gentle with yourself, talk to someone who can support u, and i suggest setting small limits like how often u reach him, just to protect yourself. keep your head up, u will get through this! :)