Is it me or he doesn’t deserve me

1. My mom died in New York she was shot and killed because someone tried to take her chain she didn’t want to give it to them so they killed her. She is not dead she is alive he just doesn’t like her.

2.  My brother is 18 and still in school when his brother told me he is not 18 he is 24 years old and been out of school since 2020 and his brother is lying to keep up with his identity

3. The lady that he calls his aunt he tells me she is a only his aunt come to find out his bother told me that’s both of their mom and his mom didn’t die the lady he calls his aunt is his mom he doesn’t like his mom so he tells everyone she died.

4. He never had a girlfriend or lived with anyone that was a lie he was engaged and still talks to that same girl even though we are in a relationship and he sneaks and talks to other woman and also goes to see them when he tells me he is going to visit family

5. I had a baby January 27th,2025 and he was born 10lbs 2oz I lost him hours after he was born his heart stopped and he was talking to another woman and telling them he single and he not with anyone. He didn’t even bother to ask me how I am or anything just got mad at me and blamed me for the baby dying.

6. He constantly goes to stores when we go pick up deliverers and he talks to all the women tells me they see ugly and not his type but he gets the phone numbers and talks to them still

7. He told me that he cares about me and that he will do anything for me but that’s all a lie because the messages and photos he has says otherwise

8. He asked me out a year ago and the day before he asked me out he was another woman house kissing and hugging up on her and more and in her bed and lied to me and told me he only wants me

9. His brother died from a brain injury because a car accident his brother told me that’s not true it’s a lie so I don’t know what to believe. A

I am currently sleeping in my car because of him he sleeps in the car with me as well and I can’t trust him at all everything I been told has been a lie

Those are the lies this man told me and I been holding on to this since 2021 and I’m trying to figure why lie so much when the truth can be told and why talk to so many women when it’s not worth it you sleep in my car and I’m the one who has us making money daily to eat and more and this is the thanks I get he got kicked out of his place I gave him and his brother and so called aunt that’s not his aunt but his mom my car to sleep in and I get lied to so much

He doesn’t know that I go through his phone and I see all of this stuff I just play it nice and I just say to myself that my days will get better and that if I close my eyes he will disappear but it doesn’t happen what am I to do. I don’t get what he talks to all these girls and none of them can do anything for him so I’m confused before I met him I was doing private investigations but my license expired and then I had to deal with other stuff I became a bondsman that was great life for me still is I just got to finish my license renewal I found out after chasing someone my office was looking for I was pregnant so I stopped that for a while. I just finished school March 15th did my associates degree in computer science and walk the stage July I’m happy with all he put me through I’m still doing my best.